I hate being able to open up to complete strangers and counseling them. And as soon as my friend(someone that truly and honestly means a lot) needs advice or tells me something personal, I blank out, it becomes awkward I feel like I can’t say or do anything. Or my friend that really needs my help, I should know what to do. I hate that, I hate it so much because it shouldn’t be that way, it should be normal opening up to the ones I love.
Friend, I’m sorry I’m a terrible person to talk to and I mean that from the bottom of my screwed up heart.